Wednesday, 25 November 2020

Harvest, Thanksgiving and Christmas. (Rewritten).

 I watched enchanted the pardoning of the turkey,
A strange Thanksgiving custom that seems to
                                                   make no sense,
The turkey, after all, is the victim not the killer,
The Chef Rotisseur the one who bastes and
                                                                 carves.


I was skiving in the salad section when a teenage
                                                                 commis
But nowadays I only cook for friends and family,
Roast Turkey an absentee from our festive table,
The meat too dry - too bland - and always somewhat 
                                                                   stringy.
We usually feast on Goose - or Duck a l` orange.


But this year there will be no guests on Christmas day,
Sometimes the phones will ring - emails blip # Merry,-
But online voices are never as sweet as hugs. So maybe
I will improvise a one man party, or stroll in shades & 
                                         mask on Hampstead Heath -
Incognito among lonely strangers - watching the last
                                                                    leaves fall.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
November 25th. - 28th. 2020. - December 6th. 2020.
This is Poem number nine of my set of 14 line poems about my reactions to living through lockdown November 2020. This, as things stand, is the penultimate poem in the sequence, The Beauty of November Rain being the last.

Tuesday, 24 November 2020

Hollow Heart of Time.(Revised).

Swallows in November? Some stay a full month more
But have to glide late autumn winds to Africa
Before the winter solstice lights the inner chambers
Of Neolithic tombs. This is the hollow heart of
                                                               measured time,
The dark womb of the year - coiled and fallow -
Next years seed potatoes secured in sacks and boxes -
Scavenger foxes criss - crossing railway tracks.


I sit and type this poem, half aware of evening birdsong,
Shrill bells from apple trees across the road.    Discrete
Suburban gardens growing wild for several decades.
Developers planning houses where wrens and sparrows
                                                                                   nest.


One whole year in isolation has taught me how to listen,
Learn the sounds of changing seasons, note anomalies I 
                                                                               missed 
When I biked to work all weathers, down streets of glass
                                                                             and steel.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
November 23rd. 2020. - December 1st. - 2nd. - 7th.2020.
January 29th. 2021.
Poem number Eight in my sequence of November poems. This poem pairs with number Seven.

Sunday, 22 November 2020

Swallows in November.(Rewritten).

Swallows in November? Even the flocks are fooled
By unexpected sunshine, winds strangely soft and
                                                                           mild,
Leaves late in falling, red roses fat as apples,
Grape Hyacinth already flourishing, tangled shoots
                                                        an opulent green:
Above this Spring like scene the swallows soaring.


Words that are strong and true are hard to find. I pack this 
Half made poem into my jacket pocket. Maybe thoughts
                                                                      will coalesce 
Into coherent images on my Sunday walk. The pavements 
                                                                    shimmer white,
Reflecting surreal brightness. The scales of nature tipped
Way out of balance             reveal a toxic paradise of heat.
Instead of flying south, swallows over winter in Somerset 
                                                                              and Kent.


The walk has cleared my mind, I can now complete this
                                                                                 poem
In the privacy of my kitchen, the mobile phone turned off,
But a sound of evening birdsong makes me pause before
                                                                                I write.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter, 
November 22nd. 2020. - December 1st. - 7th. 2020.
This is poem Number 7 in my November 2020 sequence of free style sonnets.

Friday, 20 November 2020

Pink Umbrellas in November. (Rewritten).

Mums carrying pink umbrellas in the rain,
Maytime umbrellas in squalid mid November
When all is grey and dark and dripping wet,
Mist liquid grey dissolving sunset red.
Snow is promised early in December, yet
These pink umbrellas make me mourn for Easter;-
Plum blossom blown to shreds; church bells
                                           shaking windows.

Children - less aware of changing seasons
Than we, fat bellied, aching, hostile adults,
Lugging bags of shopping up the hill -
Skip and scream beneath the pink umbrellas
As if they pranced through ornamental fountains
One final time before the new term starts:
One final time before the swallows exit.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter,
November 20th. 2020. - Rewritten January 28th. 2021.
Poem number six in my sequence of November poems.

Wednesday, 18 November 2020

Memories by Lamplight, Grey mid November. (Rewritten).

Turning lights on mid afternoon - my thoughts
                                                             return to
Anne, (1928 - 1974), teacher, friend and listener,
Who sat at table with me, got me to write a poem,
Watching the words meander across the page
Like a desert river slowly evaporating.

This was in Boston - nineteen sixty something -
Myself, barely out of my teens, flown over for
                                                 a long weekend -
Some singular saint having paid the airline fare.

That was a weekend rich in love and laughter, but
This autumn 2020 - deep in November lock down -
The weather poised on a knife edge, winter ghosting 
                                                                 into view, 
I must come to terms with living solo - as I do, Anne 
                                             just a voice on my PC -
Sometimes merely a whisper, sometimes clear and true.
Such memories have become familiar friends, reminding
               me who I have been, and who I can be, if I dare.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter. 
November 17th. - 18th. 2020. - December 2nd. 2020.
Revised January 29th. 2021.
 Poem number Five in my November 2020 series.

Tuesday, 17 November 2020

Lonesome in November. (Revised).

 Lock down has made me aware of local things.
The migration of birds above my garden.
Urban foxes scavenging for scraps.
Every flower in my garden becomes a friend,
A short lived friend perhaps, but one to photograph
                                                       and cherish.
These flowers must take the place of distant folk
Locked down in other parts of this grim country,
Unable to make a break, take the wheel and travel,
Unable to ride the bus or express train.
And I have not met my love, or other members of
                                                         my family
Since early March, and now the leaves are down,
The birds have flown, hitch hiking thermals to Africa,
                                   their freedom exemplary.
At night I live in dreams and hug the autumn air,
Missing smiles and kisses, a heart beating close to
                                                                  mine.



Trevor John Karsavin Potter. 
November 17th. 2020.
Poem number Four in my November 2020 sequence.
 

Monday, 16 November 2020

The Beauty of November Rain. (Completed)

I am glad rain is falling this November lunchtime.
This is the time of year for the beauty of rain
To become apparent, soaking the fallen leaves -
Melding reds and golds into dun coloured mush -
Transforming the mush into clods of black earth.

I wheel the emptied bin from off the pavement -
Last night it was filled with rose cuttings, with 
                                                                  moss,
With various weeds - all taken to make good compost
For other gardeners to use. - I check the back yard gate -
My next door neighbour has left it swinging open, so I 
                                                                                 tie it
Shut with the cord that does for a bolt.- Late autumn - 
My life snuggles down into a sleepless hibernation. This
                                              is the right time for reading,
For reconnecting with friends by video link, by email or
                                                       the landline telephone.

Meanwhile, from the porch, I watch cold steady rain
                                     soften the dry clay soil for Spring.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter. 
November 14th. - 16th. - 17th. - 20th. - 26th. 2020.
Completed January 30th. 2021.

Poem Ten in my sequence of fourteen line poems about November 2020 in my local neighbourhood. This poem is the last in the sequence.

Winter Night.