Monday, 5 October 2020

Friday, 2 October 2020

Soft October Rain.

 The rain dances on my skin.

Lute strings imitate drum riffs
Tapped out on pavement and Birch trees.
Lute strings dissolving in tears
When they touch the earth.

The world is an intimate orchestra
To which we all belong,
To which we all add momentary key
                                             changes.

Lute strings - cool and delicate - dance
                                 against my skin,
Muted strings tap tapping out soft rhythms
Before the sun strikes through
                         the timpani of clouds.

There is a gentle solace in the fall of rain,
In the soft coolness of moisture on skin.
When the sun strikes through
                        harmony breaks apart.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
October 2nd. - 3rd. 2020.

Tuesday, 29 September 2020

(1) A Moment of Understanding. (2) Hydrangea.

A Moment of Understanding.


 The Buddha Nature within me
and
The Christ nature within me
Are the Holy Spirit
Are One and the Same.
Together they teach me Compassion.
Together they lead to Nirvana.
This has been so since my birth.
This has been so since before then.

Buddha within me -
Buddha before me -
Buddha beneath me -
Buddha above me.

Saint Patrick on the wind swept mountain
Saw what Bodhidharma knew.

Christ within me -
Christ before me -
Christ beneath me -
Christ above me.

Only the words are distinct - are different.
Only the words are a problem.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
29th. September 2020.


         Hydrangea.

These flowers are no longer soft,
They have the texture of brown paper,
As rough to the skin as late October winds.


 Trevor John Karsavin Potter. 
29th. September 2020.

Thursday, 24 September 2020

The Discarded Photograph.(Completed Poem).


When, by chance, I picked up the photograph,
I thought I had picked up a portrait of you
Laughing by the seaside, but private, as you
                                                        always are,
Flowers in your hair band, a Russian novel 
                                     balanced on one knee. 
The tent was quite familiar - quite your style -  
An old Welsh blanket hoisted on four sticks -
Hoisted loosely between the breast shaped
                                                     sand dunes
To make a snug, a private little squat
To be secreted in.
I really thought this portrait was of you,
The ink black birthmark printed on the cheekbone; 
Fine blue eyes under lacquered lashes;
Gilded hair cascading over shoulders;
A platinum wedding ring.
Every detail brought you clearly to my mind,
The scent of you, the touch of you; your young
                                                 half naked body
Curled up on the settee next to mine.
But then I noticed the photo had been tinted,
The dye applied with great care by an artist
Expert in the craft;
An artist who plied this craft from time to 
                                                               time
To put a few half crowns in empty jam jars. -
I slide the picture back where I had found it,
Lodged between two novels,
Two pre-war novels, left out, I hope by chance,
Among discarded beer cans and pizza packs,
Left out to rot upon the churchyard wall. -
You say I was meant to find this pile of books,
But I dispute this; I had not passed the church 
                                              for several weeks,
And I rarely stop to pick through unloved things,
Not even hardback books once sold in Woolworth
To young ladies of my mother`s generation.
But I am glad I found this photo, although I dare
                                                             not keep it;
I do not own her past, so I must let her go.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
July 23rd. - 26th. - September 24th. 2020.
December 12th. 2020. - October 9th. 2022.

Tuesday, 22 September 2020

Thursday, 17 September 2020

Satori in the Time of Covid. (Revised)

 A sudden moment of inexplicable joy,
The sky white with light on a cold dull day.
Sad Rooks, vagabonds hunched in skeletal
                                                     trees,
Fretfully cawing:
Shoppers hooded, leaning forward into the
                                                     wind
Unaware of the strange beauty of the sky.
The sudden white light illuminating clouds
Fat with ice crystals.

Ice is grey and black when trapped in clouds.

Sackcloth clouds have dragged in a phoney
                                                  winter,
Three long weeks before the autumn equinox
Roughs up city squares, brown fields and red
                                        brick houses
With a thief`s impunity.
The thief that sneaked in through the hall and
                                                 kitchen
then cleared off fast with my phone and
                                                camera
comes painfully to mind.
My next door neighbour had left the back gate
                                                    open.

My next door neighbour has plenty to answer for.

So how come this short lived moment of real joy?
This shattering joy, inexplicable and astonishing!
The clouds aglow as though lit up by fireflies.
The garden incandescent with red roses.
The morning air quite still, dream heavy, free
                                   of diesel fumes.
Time weighed down with silence - my heart beats
                                     loud and clear.
How come this interaction with Satori?
How come such peace in this year of
                                                   Covid?
When I think things through I cannot find an answer,
I`ll just hunker down and get on with my day.

Trevor John Karsavin Potter. 
September 7th. - 16th. - October 11th. 2020.

Glass Bubble.