Saturday, 12 June 2021

Random Thoughts in the Herb Garden. (New Version).

I sat and dreamed in the lee of the chapel,
Sat and studied the herbs that now grow there
To create a metaphor of the resurrection,
Vivid new growth between worn stones.

"My head is like a sieve", the old woman cried;
As she sat down next to me on the low wall.
"Pour words into my ears, they fall straight off my lips,
Then evaporate into the Sunday air".

"But nothing is really lost", I thought as I sat silent
Studying the herbs and heaps of old stones;
"I can see the outline of the Bishop`s Chapel
Etched in the earth like a buried ship".

I would like to haul that ship out of the soil,
Set up the mast, a spire slashed from young oak,
Swing on the ropes and climb sky high
To fix a cross between wind riven clouds.

Pre reformation England haunts this place,
But the traffic gridlocked on London Bridge
Shakes the ground deeper than thundering bells,
Cathedral bells that call the people to Mass.

What sort of resurrection is implied
By these herbs that mark the wreck of the chapel?
Perhaps the interface of spring with winter
Where Launcelot Andrews was laid to rest?

"The garden is now closed", the old woman whimpered.
It seems that even she still keeps the hours
That drive this city to the edge of distraction
Grinding all quietness right out of our minds.

The Ship of Faith I sculpted in my imagination
As I mourned the loss of the Bishop`s Chapel?
Oh I wish I could sail that ship to a gentle land
And there recover the solace of Eden.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
August 28th. 2016. - February 14th. 2017. - June 11th. 2021.
The herb garden is situated at the east end of Southwark Cathedral, on a narrow strip of land between the cathedral and the southern end of London Bridge. The Bishop`s Chapel was demolished in the 1830`s when the 19th. century version of London Bridge was built, just to the west of the famouse medieval structure. The tomb of Bishop Launcelot Andrews was moved into the choir of the cathedral, where he is honoured as a saint.  The quirky remarks of the elderly lady were made to me one Sunday afternoon after Mass. As a catholic who loves and greatly admires the C of E I adore this place.

Monday, 31 May 2021

The Visitation. (Completed Poem)

Today, on the feast of The Visitation,
A pastel blue butterfly flew into my garden
And alighted on a branch
Of the wild white rose.

I stood quietly watching, afraid to move
In case I disturbed the sudden peace
That this creature had found
In my miniature garden
Just a breath away from the street outside.

The butterfly, riding the cusp of the wind,
Glided over the wall from the busy highway
Into a living space, so different from
The tarmac desert littered with traffic,
It seemed another country.

I had never seen before such a pastel blue butterfly
In the walled seclusion
Of my North London garden,
So I stood and watched without saying a word.

I stood and watched, my camera unused,
The lens too slow to catch an image
Of a creature weaving between the branches
Of a disorderly briar rose.

And I was thinking, as I stood as still as a rock,
That the sky pale colour of these butterfly wings,
Is a similar blue to the cloak of The Virgin
As depicted in ancient frescoes and icons.

Today is the Feast of The Visitation,
And it seems that this morning I have received a guest
Into the sanctuary of my garden,
A stranger bearing good news.
Her wings, balancing fine patterns on the morning air,
Shape delicate dances of praise.


 Trevor John Karsavin Potter. 
May  31st. - June 1st. - 3rd.2021.

Thursday, 27 May 2021

Bouncing Along in my New Shoes.

Bouncing along in my new shoes
I am deftly walking on air 
Knowing that I will meet you at the ceilidh tonight
Among the loud voices,
Your greeting smile broader than windows
In the open house of my heart.
I will be holding you to that clear promise
You made in Derry last winter
As we sauntered down by the Foyle,
Snowflakes damping our hair.
Real love is more than honest,
It can be a brutal emotion,
Wrecking the souls it has lost.
Our lives will be trashed if we do not answer its call.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
May 27th. 2021.

Abelard and Heloise were right. (Alternative Version.).

 Abelard and Heloise were right.
Defying the wrath of Fulbert they confirmed
That love is more honest than common sense,
More absolute than social does and don`ts.
By breaking custom they made clear the truth.

Free as a bird my love for you transcends
Sly innuendos leaked from timid minds
Afraid to overturn the status quo.
Meanwhile we dance together in the spotlight,
Castanets crackle fiercely as we circle
Slowly face to face, foreheads locked together,
Flamenco in our hearts.
A crowd shouts out our names as we embrace the music,
The quick fire clash of heals on courtyard stones.

She is a Roma Gypsy and he a retired clerk,
And old enough to be her Da - I think.
They are two fools together.
But thinking has no part in real life stories,
The cohabiting of folk from different classes,
Of different generations and ethnic make up,
The realist and the prophet.
Old age is not a hindrance, but can be made a blight
Deep in the soul caused by ignorant talk,
The need to make our grandparents lie low,
Keep their proper places.
Ageism is self hatred. - Racism? Just plain mad,
& social climbing? A stupid game for kids.
Our love for each other breaks down walls and shackles
Devised to keep the status quo intact.

Abelard and Heloise were right,
(Although no pope has ranked them with the saints.
Although the wounds they bore are sacred to true lovers)
Its the kindnesses we share that last a lifetime,
They sanctify the fellowship of true minds.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
May 20th. - 21st. - 27th. - 29th.  2021.

Monday, 24 May 2021

Plum Garden of Kamata.(Prefered Version)..

Red and white taffeta snow
Litters the mown lawn.
The two girls standing by the lake
Talk of who they used to be
Before the leaves fell,
The flowers shrunk to nothing.
Looking into the lake they note how
Their faces shatter when the wind sighs.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter. 
May 24th. 2021.
Poem No.5 The month of May, Hiroshige prints on my 2021 Calendar.

Thursday, 20 May 2021

Saturday, 15 May 2021

Goka no Sho, Higo Province.

Blue mountain.
Sky the colour of peaches
ripe on the bough.
The man, crossing the chasm
on a fallen log
that spans great echoing depths,
sees only his fear.
The beauty that surrounds him is simply illusion.
His concern is every footstep that he takes,
edging forward on the tilt of the log
high above fierce torrents.
He climbs up through a canopy of wild trees
that cling tight to the rock face.

Standing outside the frame
I observe the whole of the picture
noting its beauty,
the sense of peace that it gives me.
I cannot hear the thunder of the melt streams
hidden by white cloud,
but their presence is made known to me by the terror
in the eyes of the travelling man.
The stick on his hunched shoulder is so overladen
that he is forced to stoop as he walks,
almost losing his balance.
He would rather be at home with his wife and children
than trudging this path alone.

When I was young I struggled just like this poor man.
Now I am old I write him into this poem.


Trevor Joh Karsavin Potter.
15th. May 2021.
Poem No. 6, for the month of June, in the Hiroshige Calendar Prints Series.

Winter Night.