Saturday, 18 July 2020

Wednesday, 15 July 2020

First Loss. (Newly Revised).


The poems that I dreamed about
Before my mother clutched cruel stars -
Before I kicked into the world
Beneath the surgeons scalpel,
Are the poems I want most to love -
If I could hear their music.

But my memory has been rifled,
And my dreams have lost the power
To break into the sacred Ark
Of my prenatal mind.
There the echo of my mother`s heart
Was the drum beat that I sang to;

Sang ancient words we all have loved,
But lose before we speak.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
June 27th. - July 15th. - 16th. 2020.

July Loganberries.

                             1

Now is the season of hidden fruit,
Berries that I thought would never ripen
I find rich scented, arterial dark,
Hanging in the shadows of the old stems
Earth heavy, shower shimmered,
Hanging down close to the rain drenched
                                                 leaf mould,
- Almost part of the rotting leaf mould -
Hanging ripe, impossible to harvest
Until I have tied back the wild new growth.

                            2.

I cut a path through the old dry wood
To find the metal poles I can fix wires to
With which to tie back the prized new growth
And expose the clustered fruits that grow
                                                         in shadow
Beneath the old dry leaves, almost autumnal
In their brittle dryness, their coarse purples and
                                                                 greens.
And I am happy to see the dark stains on my fingers
As I gather an unexpected supper of berries,
Blood dark berries rich in summer goodness.


And I am happy, yet nostalgic for the sweet / bitter
                                                                     fruit
As I taste the last mouthfuls of the season.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
12th. - 13th. July 2020.

Tuesday, 14 July 2020

Trevor J Potter's Art: The Free Wheeling Poetry of God. (New)

Trevor J Potter's Art: The Free Wheeling Poetry of God. (New): Jesus is a poet, Rumi is a poet, Perhaps God is a poet, Perhaps?                               Well, never mind the answer to this q...

Tuesday, 7 July 2020

A Miracle of Rainbows. (Completed)

A Miracle of Rainbows, Part 2 of Rainbows and a Nightingale.


That day I thought the sky was full of angels,
Two double rainbows high above the gardens
After a week of chill midsummer rain,
June 20th. 1967,
The sky a pale blue lake refracting light
                          As though it were a giant lens,
A vast clear canopy of polished crystal
Sprinkled with ten billion drops of rain.

Caught up, mind dazzled, in these transformations
I stood transfixed upon the garden pathway
Not daring to move, in case the magic should vanish
If I happened to spend a minute or two in the house.
Eventually dusk erased these rainbow arches,
With the encroaching shadows of a starless night.

Electric lights flicked on in dusty rooms
Crammed tight inside the grey Victorian terraces
That in a year or two would be knocked down
To make way for an M1 intersection.
I entered my intimate space of books and vinyl
And tried to make anew those faded rainbows
With oil pastel on a cardboard lid.
I soon gave up and tore the lid to shreds.
My rudimentary smudges made me cry.

Outside in the yard our spaniel chased his tail.
His take on life was always down and dirty.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
3rd. - 5th. - 7th. July - October 4th. 2020.
22nd February 2021

Friday, 3 July 2020

Rainbows and a Nightingale. (Completed).


      Rainbows and a Nightingale.  Part One. (Summer 1967 Recalled).

Although it is just passed midsummer,
Wednesday the 1st. of July 2020,
The evening sky is moist, pale, autumnal,
As though the sun has succumbed to Coronavirus,
Cloud swaddled, moon white, barely functioning,
The sick star of a temporary universe.

The rain grieved air now turns my garden greyish
As though the earth, the plants, the stony pathways
Were always meant to be as drab as concrete,
Urban concrete cracked by spores and cancer. -
Home grown Loganberries, scrumptious, good to eat,
All seem to have been freaked with specks of grey,
Not one ripe fruit as healthy as it should be.

Well, tomorrow, I`m told, will be a washed out day
With lightning flashes, clouds turning noon to night,
And the birds dumb, hunched cold on dripping branches,
Trees swaying and splintering in the gusts and squalls. -
Outside, in the street, a nightingale mocks this greyness,
And I am minded of a sudden dazzle of rainbows,

An evening of double rainbows, almost a lifetime ago.  


Trevor John  Karsavin Potter.
July 1st. -  2nd. - 3rd. - 4th. - October 4th. 2020.
February 22nd 2021.

Monday, 29 June 2020

Winter Night.