Trevor J Potter's Art: Tabula Rasa. (Completed Version).

Trevor J Potter's Art: Tabula Rasa. (Completed Version).: Under the watchful gaze of the philosopher, The weight of his words, She burnt all my letters, My ham fisted hieroglyphs of love On the...

Trevor J Potter's Art: In the Shadows. (Rewritten).

Trevor J Potter's Art: In the Shadows. (Rewritten).: There is a black hole in my consciousness. I do not remember the girl, Only her smile, Her name is a total mystery to me. We spent one...

In the Shadows. (Rewritten).

There is a black hole in my consciousness.
I do not remember the girl,
Only her smile,
Her name is a total mystery to me.

We spent one secret night together:
The Japanese timepiece chimed strict warnings,
A clock work grandpapa on guard in the kitchen.
He was stood by the window to bar intruders.

When I rewind the old clock I remember that night.
The face of a stranger blurred by the shadows,
Her chubby white fingers curled into mine,
Her high leather boots thrown down on the table.

I cannot remember the month, the day or the year.
Did the rain fall? Were boughs thick with blossom?
Did red leaves flutter from skeletal trees?
The silence of snow did not muffle the garden,

This much I can tell you; it was not mid winter.
Blizzards in England always make the headlines,
And folk rarely travel on sharp wintry days.
Black ice stops the buses. Trains block up the sidings.

Perhaps she was Dutch? - French? - Maybe Italian?
Her hair was blonde - mousey blonde - I recal.
I only know she slept in my bed, a real treasure,
But after breakfast she simply walked away.

It was like that a lot in the nineteen sixties.
Sometimes there were phone calls,
Sometimes a batch of well meaning letters,
But more likely a silence, monastic and chill,

The real world had taken its toll.
But this girl seemed different, not like the others.
She would come back on Friday to set things straight,
Before she flew off to wherever she came from.

I cant tell you now if that promise was kept,
The relevant page has been ripped from the diary.
When love becomes rancid a curtain descends,
An iron curtain painted black.

The blank in my forehead is pounding like hell.
All this week her shadow has darkened my dreams.
If I can find out her name I can search on line.
I just cannot find out her name.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
October 18th. - 23rd. - 24th. 2017.

Trevor J Potter's Art: (1) Kyoto Temple Garden. (2) A Memory of Kyoto. (3...

Trevor J Potter's Art: (1) Kyoto Temple Garden. (2) A Memory of Kyoto. (3...:                       1 .     Kyoto Temple Garden. Buddha reflected in the water. Two Buddhas in a single moment. One breaks up whe...

(1) Kyoto Temple Garden.(Revised) (2) My Rose Tree. (3) The Spider.

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    Kyoto Temple Garden.

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Buddha reflected in the water.

Two Buddhas in a single moment.

One breaks up when a leaf falls,
The other sits unconcerned
On a lotus blossom.

The lotus blossom is carved in stone

Grey stone reflected in green water.

I sit and watch the leaves fall.
The landscape is slowly changing.
Now it is autumn the bones are showing.

I cross the stepping stones on heavy feet.

When I press the handset the car doors open.


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A car ride from the concrete city
A temple garden full of trees,
Not a straight line to be seen.

Behind me the Buddha laughs
Deep in his granite belly.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
October 14th. - 17th. 2017.
Completed January 16th. 2018.

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             My Rose Tree.


My rose tree, a twisted arm,
Branches writing on the wind
In praise of stillness.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
October 19th. 2017.
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                       3.

               The Spider.


On my window, doing nothing,
I thought the spider was a corpse,
It is only waiting.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
October 19th. 2017.
In a Kyoto Temple Garden completed 16th. January 2018.

(1) Street Scene. (2) No Fear of Water.

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              Street Scene.


This girl outside Kings Cross Station
Reminds me of the nineteen sixties,
Her jumper falling off one shoulder,
Athletic legs proudly displayed.

She stands alone on the rainy forecourt,
Lost in the bustle of fraught commuters,
Hoping to hustle an hour or twos work
Safe, but private, and adequately paid.

She stands stock still, a flamenco dancer
Waiting to dominate a well lit stage,
But her cheeks are sunken, her skin bone white,
Her eyes ice bright behind her shades.

Proudly intelligent, in charge of the moment,
She weighs up custom. Sharp as a blade.
She is not an outcast. She is not excluded,
But secretly vulnerable, and very afraid.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
October 13th. 2017.
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                       2.

        No Fear of Water.


No
The water is not deep.
We can drown in it
Because we want to drown in it,
Pressing our faces into the pool
To see what happens.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter.
October 6th. 2017.

Trevor J Potter's Art: Beneath the Ice. (New Version).

Trevor J Potter's Art: Beneath the Ice. (New Version).: A small hole in a frozen mirror. The moon shining through still water. Two golden carp chasing a circle, Piscine adolescents, enthralled...