The Holy Feast, Launcelot Andrewes, Southwark Cathedral.

Our saint`s tomb is buried in autumn flowers
cut down at dawn, the dew still fresh on them,
but soon to lose their colour, shape and scent.
These flowers are martyrs picked to sanctify
those honoured words first spoken by our saint
at Christmastide
to jostling festal crowds
when vicar of St. Giles in Cripplegate,
words terse but packed with mystery.
"A cold coming we had of it", like any night time journey
when footsore camels groused, their packs too heavy,
and shooting stars the only signs to follow
when seeking for one child among so many.

The saints effigy now seems so out of place, being 17th. century,
lodged under the Caen stone arches, the delicate rib vaulting
raised in record time by pilgrim monks,
who had trudged from Northern France to build this sanctuary
not long after the Norman knights had conquered,
then laid waste feisty England with axe and fire and sword.
In this world the horse was worth more than a wife,
a bull more than a serf, a mastiff more than money;
and monks were two a penny.

These flowers represent an ancient pagan custom
revived to add some grace to modern times,
their  heads lopped neatly off, just like the Tyburn martyrs
although our saint died snugly tucked in bed.

But it is that girl, standing silent in the crowd,
her appearance innocent as a Van Eyck angel,
who captivates my gaze,
 disrupts my quest for peace,
my search for equilibrium.
A lonely figure, the only person standing
through every minute of the festive Mass.
A King James Bible in her trembling fingers.
Her grey eyes bright with tears.
She reminds me of my friend who played St. Joan
so truthfully she could have been the saint,
and for an hour or more, perhaps two hours,
I feel ashamed to be here in this church,
a shame that dislocates me from the prayers.
I feel that I would try to dodge the flames
with an unworthy, trite, vain recantation,
if I should be brought to the time of trial.
But this girl, I see her fierce before the judges,
proclaiming truth, integrity and love,
with incandescent power.


Trevor John Karsavin Potter
September 26th. - 27th. 2016. - February 16th. 2017.

Like most people, I first discovered Launcelot Andrewes famous sermon through reading T S Eliot, who quoted the opening sentences of the sermon in his poem Journey of the Magi. For some reason, Eliot did not disclose his source. The other great piece of writing by Andrewes is his translation of The Book of Ruth in the King James Bible. The girl in Southwark Cathedral was perhaps a tourist, I have only seen her once.